creating oneself endlessly

Most of the time I find myself at the end of the day totally burnout.Why does mental tiredness always turns into physical tiredness? have you noticed sometimes? physical and mental tiredness always stick together? Sometimes I want to go somewhere else away from home, away from crowded people, I want to visit places like palawan or boracay?nuh! I'm done with it and I didn't like it, yes it is beautiful but It's not a relaxing place for me and its very near to my province geez! it just takes an hour to go there. I would rather choose virgin beach than bora. Virgin beach is located at aklan a very no,not very,just beautiful beach resort few only knew about the virgin beach resort the last time I visited is when I was 11 years old? i guess?. while thinking of that name :"VIRGIN BEACH" why is it they called it virgin? is it because few only knows that? or it's because never been touch by many poeple?=) hahaha!thinking something?=) just kidding. No even for myself why is it they called it Virgin beach? can't they think of something better name than virgin? ok it's virgin if its virgin it doesn't have to be said, I don't know who's the owner of the resort but If I only knew who that was I would definitely ask him/her " why is it you named it as "VIRGIN BEACH"? "or VIRGIN BITCH HUH?=) QUITE funny for those who has stupid and dirty minds =D whooo! wait I'm too far with main subject I'm talking about myself why is it came to virgin beach?=D but to tell you virgin beach is a nice place if they only improve the place and be known as one of the beautiful beaches in the phil.. I wish I could go back there but I guess there's no chance I'm too busy with my school stuffs and after I graduate I have to take board exams and become a RT( registered teacher) hahaha! wait, is there such word like registered teacher? sounds funny=D I don't know if there is.


Let me ask you. do you feel sometimes giving up on things that it shouldn't? that you could not make it anymore? telling yourself " I want to give up". In everyday life we always face new problems light or serious in school, family, relationships but have you try to solve problems on your own?without anybody's help or advice? probably some of you. Now I am facing imbroglio which I have to fix up, things I have to work on[T_T]


My college years can be summed up in one word: struggle. And it becomes more difficult when someone intentionally makes your life miserable.

I realized blogging is a from of therapy,I feel this strong sense to express myself and be appreciated through blogging. yah I agree if you don't have someone to spill your emotions?then why don't write it on your blog.

No close friends to tell problems, there just to ignore and laugh it ( present school classmates) some of them are immature and absurd to talk only few are nicer I should not say this but that's what they are..